Last winter, in February (which still has to come this year) I wrote about a deep pain.
It is no different today in late January of this new 2019.
In September / October 2018 I perceived that a difficult period would come and so it was. In these months I feel that I have lost the perception of health, energy, enthusiasm. I feel tired, irritated in my stomach and airways. The environment around me is... heavy and my thought began to migrate towards the search for lighter fantasies.
In December, overwhelmed by the feeling of suffering, I asked to find contact with the magic and indeed it was. The crossing is difficult, the storm is strong but the dream and the magic is a bit rekindled in me.
It's not all bad. If my music learning meeting has stopped I have to recognize that a new person has entered my life. I resumed attending a space of psychotherapy, fortunately finding humanity in a new form even if in a narrow and relatively short space.
My contact with Enya’s music has strengthened and I have visited Ireland mentally several times.
