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The day follows a new day as the weeks pass and then comes The Artist, a night when you enchanted a little bit in front of the screen of a mobile phone.

A smiling face and a music that captures: voice and slow and you fly! Lights up the spark 🎇 of the talent expressed by taking by the hand the people who stopped and enchanted to listen, hum and interact with their frozen presence.

The distances are shortened through the display and the internet and, as an alternative window on the world someone can show that it is not all bad, it is not all bad, it is not all fear but there are caresses that lull, smiles that welcome, notes that light the dream.

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“It’s hard to be in the world... when you lose pride“
(Mahmood – Money)

November is perhaps the month of the year that I prefer, however, for two weeks my body has been sending me signs of malaise characterized by headaches, dizziness, nausea and some other injuries.

What to do when we feel unwell and cannot help ourselves? I went to the family doctor who, however pleasant, as much as he reassures me and manages to make me feel comfortable in an environment where I am certainly never, not He managed to be of great help to me. In the following days I continued to feel unwell!

This week I would have, exceptionally, two dinners at the restaurant with a company I didn't want to lose. Energetically I wanted to get out of my shell and my salitude so, I had accepted but, the closer I got and the more I continued not to feel well!

Yesterday, around lunchtime, I called a chiropractic office, a point of reference for my mom and, I made an appointment for the afternoon. In the past few days, the family doctor felt the possibility of having tensions and contractions in the neck and back area and, thinking about it, I had and I have also a knee pain.

My car had been stationary for days, I also postponed twice the dental hygiene that has now been rescheduled in mid-December. I never left the house again. Where am I going? What do I do? My world is my room and my space here... because outside I feel and live only discomfort and lack of freedom to express myself.

It's a complicated world, even if the web is!

Having arrived in the studio of chiropractica I found a welcoming and energetically particular environment starting from the reception and energy of the secretary. I was placed in a small room for a short wait and, to my surprise, after a while came a male voice that I did not expect.

So I met a gentle face and eyes that welcomed me a second time, they briefly questioned me and listened to me and then started the session: a journey to relaxation and awareness, I would say.

I find it hard to explain what happens when you lie on that bed. Tummy down, riding and then sitting. In some moments when you are belly down it seems to fly over a blanket of white clouds, read.

The minutes go by and it seems to feel that as you get a greater awareness of your body, of yourself. It seems to see a tent open gently in which there were some aspects that you did not care about and now they are there, talking to you.

There is not only you but there is also the good energy of the person who is treating you. Loneliness disappears and a certain desire is voiced to find a way, perhaps that of one's own place in the world.

After the session I returned home and in the evening I managed to face the exit to the restaurant. Tonight I should have the second appointment (at the restaurant) and in the new week that will come back to the practice studio. Let’s try to take a little care of ourselves if, I need to find even a shred of well-being.

During my brief chat with the chiropractic boy, the question of this company came up: what do you do or what do you do? My answer is that I have been unemployed for quite some time and the truth is that work, as well as the world outside my room, makes me feel enormously uncomfortable.

Here is the meaning of the phrase quoted at the beginning of my writing; without work, without employment it is difficult to understand the position in this world and pride may be a little lacking. For many work is equal to dignity, autonomy. For many it is the identification of an important part of one’s self, perhaps because it should be one’s own art and passion to express oneself while instead often it is not. Perhaps work should be the expression of something that makes us feel good and not bad as it is carved in my head.

Money, money, and more money in this company. There is thirst for money and power. Appearance... appearance that I felt yesterday. This world has distorted me a bit, I have let myself be turned around in relation to what is really important.

It is time to move some energy without fear because it must be something beautiful to be able to rediscover and find again. Beware that maybe we can change clothes because the ones we wear belong to an energetic past that is to be changed again like a wetsuit that needs to be left behind.

Humanity and energy (those good against evil), here is the path that can make me feel better!

It's a difficult Sunday, end of a week that didn't see me feeling well: headache, dizziness, nausea. Thursday evening a strong headache that eased on Friday and then became a sensation of weight and stunning in the evening. Saturday still went quite well while today I feel tilted again.

In the last few days I took Tachipirina that I didn’t want to repeat today and so I opted for an effervescent aspirin with vitamin C. But it did not improve my symptoms!

In the late afternoon I decided to try the pressure, even though I knew that usually, when I try, I get anxiety and beats and so it was. I got tachycardia to see the monitor of the machine and to think that for a few days I feel less well than usual!

Today is Sunday, there is no doctor of the mutual! He is the only one I can feel more comfortable with. Sometimes the thought of retirement really worries me; The world is chaos out there. I'm not with the medical guard, so let's not talk about the emergency room where my anxiety breaks out! Even at the pharmacy I have difficulty taking the pressure: I act and it always turns high.

I had to pull the pressure machine and calm down. I was once again agitated at the thought of calling the medical guard, asking for an opinion before tomorrow and before night falls but, I have to calm down and not agitate so I must put this idea aside, at least for now.

I took the saturimeter; generally I can use this instrument without shaking and I can see oxygenation in the blood and also the diagram of the beats. As soon as the eye reads 93 already I get some anxiety: I'm used to seeing 98 or 99 and from 93 down to 91. Better change your finger and breathe!

Now the saturimeter scores 99 but the beats are up to 101 per minute, the pulse diagram is not what I usually see when I'm calm. The tachycardia gets worse, I have to turn it off and focus on something else.

I'll be better, it's just a moment (I have to think). Maybe I'm imagining a doctor close by who reassures me in a quiet, uncrowded, silent environment. Someone of trust that there is no Sunday but that I can imagine. I know someone who's a doctor, but he's probably spending his Sunday. I just don't feel like I'm gonna jump out like I'm supposed to have a home service.

If just taking the pressure gives me a real tachycardia attack like it did today, well, "I'm pretty good."

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🫥 Who really knows that strong feeling of discomfort and uneasiness that can arise and grow when one does not feel welcomed by the surrounding environment?

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If you know her you will understand with me how important it is to create an environment of comfort, hospitality, freedom and respect that knows how to enhance the single or the single reality however unique and special!

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We all need to live feeling recognized, loved, accepted and appreciated for what we are, for our true nature that must not necessarily be what others would like!

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Mankind generally has a tendency to project its desires and wills on what surrounds it and, precisely this tendency may lack respect and acceptance to those who are close to us.

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Sometimes the comfort zone where we feel safe is the house, other times it is not!
This space wants welcome all, with respect, freedom, empathy that best characterizes us as living beings that feel feelings and emotions!

Include all sounds like a good thought but it is not easy when "these all" can include realities and attitudes that go out of our values and our measures that we consider acceptable.

It is difficult or perhaps impossible to completely remove the tendency we have to judgment because we probably judge even when we do not realize it and to do so with ourselves as well as with others.

The aim of this space is to create a dimension of love, acceptance, welcome, well-being and comfort and to try to remain open to diversity and to see them as enrichments.

Perhaps two differences that meet then discover that they are not so different and that they have much in common!

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In this space violence, bullying and all forms of discrimination are opposed because they are harmful, harmful and contrary to respect for life.

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Here is a description of the associated letters and meanings:

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Something that gives warmth, love, emotion, tenderness, joy, enthusiasm, company, welcome, trust... of this there is need among the so much evil that I see and feel around.

In the last few weeks and in the last few days have kept me company a series "the girls of the switchboard", my web space and the program "tu si que vales 2024".

Fortunately, in these days, there is a break of light, emotion and warmth. Not only dark, even light! Not only evil, even a few bags of good!

Evil always hurts but, fortunately, at some point you can get away, raise a barrier and protect our world that wants to be done and nourished by the beautiful words that started this post.

Even the visit of a cat today and these days, has helped to make a few minutes special in the midst of the air a bit sour city.