A song published recently on peopleinside brings me inspiration to enter into a hot theme like the shoes just taken off, when returning from the day.
The theme is the solitude that I know well although, at this time, I feel less lonely and happy because I am having one or more goals and I am dreaming with open eyes. I also discovered a new group of people I'm sharing an interesting path with, for me new.
Perhaps this greater detachment from loneliness leads me to look back and tell and catch messages in the text (and in the tones of the song above) that I would not succeed if I were more involved.
You can only understand loneliness if you have experienced it in depth.
Solitude is not simply the absence of people around us but also the sensation of a great emptiness and silence inside: a bottomless precipice in which to fall without knowing when to stop.
Loneliness is also the feeling of feeling different from the rest of the world around us, incompatible with what entertains and makes others feel good.
In solitude I dreamed many times of going out there and finding a caress of comfort, because those who are only usually dream and travel a lot with the soul and grow a greater sensitivity (characteristics of value but difficult to manage).
What if, in a moment of solitude, you don't know who to call?
How it is to feel unheard and misunderstood; feeling alone, different from those lives that run, laugh or cry?
Loneliness can take all, even the realities of those who have had fame and "success", indeed, in those situations you may notice a certain falsehood of what you feel surrounded by.
My life has often taken place within the four walls of my home where I usually felt protected but also in prison. Home walls where I have not always been well but they were always better than that outside that I found outside the door that created me fear and discomfort.
I spent my life drawing a parallel dimension where it was possible to express myself, which I did not think possible in that materialistic external reality and rigid rules.
If I had a wish this was always far from being achieved and the difficulties were giant and fierce enough to smother everything.
How does it feel to have someone as a friend?
What if this someone could be a group of people who all share the same goal and interest together?
Loneliness could be broken away when we find space to express ourselves and we can read warmth, enthusiasm and a certain harmony in what surrounds us.
My luck in recent months has been to find a voluntary path that I immediately felt like me and that is leading me to discover a new way of life, seeing and facing the weeks.
