I would like to create "a home", a place to develop my own environment to share with the world.
I am fascinated by the idea of learning and developingassertion and try to spread it more as an important (or even fundamental) tool to place oneself and communicate.
Avoid attacking and making the other feel attacked. In schools and workplaces, we are not taught to communicate respectfully to ourselves and others. I think it's very important to work on mutual respect, "I'm okay and you're okay." On respect for ideas, on trying to meet each other. Experience diversity as constructively as possible!
I like the idea of being able to direct myself from virtual to something more real that could be more difficult and challenging to realize by finding oneself in space and time and in the bureaucratic process "well developed" in several years. Satisfactions would be different from simply creating a web page or a call (called / virtual conference). There is a need to rediscover oneself in the ancient where meetings and interactions were more real and present, with less detachment and less space. Clearly they must be constructive, pleasing and enriching interactions and not the other way around.
To rediscover the emotions (not the ones from the screen) of being able to breathe near, of being able to touch what you see, of discovering a warmth that in technology remains only electric when there is.
In dreaming and wanting all this I feel different fears that I think block me.
Who am I to do this? What's my title?
Where do I start? What if I'm not competent or boring?
Should I be looking for partnerships? I don't think I can do this alone!
What if working together means I'm in a space that's not just mine anymore?
It's not the possession I want, but I don't want to lose the perception that I can express myself and that I can decide in which direction to go. I would like to avoid being too confused with the thousand energies of the world that I feel I share little; I'd like to tell you about mine, surround myself with mine to see if it can ring in harmony with someone.
Being able to decide that as long as I feel, that place of mine exists; at the moment when I don't feel, it can somehow go back to being everything like before, even if nothing ever returns as before. I'd like to share it, but don't lose it. It would take someone with whom direction is shared, and then if with time this sharing changed? (Things and mind return to fear)
It would take a magical and uncommon place, the place can be an important part of the project. It must be a welcoming place for me and for those who arrive there!
I think that today there is a lot of discomfort especially in young people because it is not easy a technological world in which a dimension is developed focused on control, power and economy. Human warmth, respect, collaboration and trust are lacking!
We lack the desire to learn something not because it is imposed on us and is useful, but because we are fascinated by the passion of someone who is expressed through an art form.
Any work may be transformed into an art form because what it gives others is well - being, better living.
This project, idea, dream that I feel I have for years continues to be afraid to come out: fear of concreteness, of taking shape, because in trying to express itself it could collapse, fail, not prove functional and brilliant as hoped.
The hope is to create greater well-being around me; no big numbers matter when I think it would be nice to start with the "little but good".
After all, what is the harm in expressing a dream or trying to write it in black and white?
I am afraid to express that I would like to be the host of this project, the fear is to be unbalanced or possessive when in reality the goal is to "tell my story" and discover that, in creating the painting of the painter, in trying to express my supposed art, this can illuminate someone bringing well-being.
Perhaps, in time, such a project could save life; It would be nice, but it still scares me.
