In these days two different sources have given me some magic and dream. The first was the Fate series: The Winx Saga on Netflix: it gave me warmth, emotion, a bit of disturbance for some stronger scenes. The second was the discovery of a place I didn't know: Forest City. Maybe I mixed reality, fantasy and a little magic.
After all this came the storm: Few people around me have unleashed anger and control. Their questions seem to be requests which cannot be answered freely; if the answer does not coincide, blackmail and battles driven by hatred and aggression are lit. Thinking about it, even in the outside world the thirst for control and power seems to prevail.
Other restrictions on freedom are expected in 2026, especially on the net, but also in real life. After the pandemic people changed: for me it was artificial and programmed. I saw the first important restrictions of freedom, even before they came to everyone.
Today, to anger against me I responded with a smile, because I did not want to fall into the contagiousity of those who provoke. That smile, however, was interpreted as mockery, and I recognize that it was not the best attitude.
When you feel under attack, keeping calm and awareness is difficult. I'm not saying impossible, but complicated. Theassertion It would have been useful, but in those situations it is not easy to draw on it.
"I'm sorry to hear this anger towards me. I'm sorry that you feel that way about me... that you tell me like a deadbeat or someone who makes fun of others. I'm sorry for the tone, the attitude, the expression of nervousness. "
We always judge others, while we look little, especially as we criticize. Everyone thinks they're right.
We all have a lot to work on, and not because someone requires us to do it, but because reflecting and learning from conflicts is a continuous path. I never stop trying.
My life — and maybe not just mine — in this modern society it seems increasingly far from nature. We have filled ourselves with fears, external influences, and in my case also with violence, coldness and malaise: the malaise that some people carry inside and pour on others. Sometimes it all seems like a disaster.
I find a little relief in the series I saw and in the idea of a real Forest City, mixed with fantasy: a balance between man and nature, respecting people. Because now, we respect each other too little.