As if by magic, like magic, like a fairy tale, almost a year ago I woke up and lost something I had.
I live now with this pain, with this annoyance that drove me crazy and that, despite my rejection, did not leave me!
It is a powerful magic that is part of the history of life, probably not just human magic!
Yesterday I felt and now no longer: the sounds are wavy and there are moments when I feel like I have something that explodes in my ear or that rings in my head.
It is not always possible to solve it rationally, in this case, with several doctors, I failed.
As in the story of "The Beauty and The Beast", as in the story of "Beastly" there is something to learn.
I believe that in my case it is this difficult coexistence that I continue to hope can change; perhaps the secret and learning to find love in this too.
Love what you have around you, see the light in the dark; picking the positive in the negative, the good in the bad. Meaning must be near!
In this difficult journey I am keeping the book company: "If the world collapses on you" in the version translated into Italian of which the author is Russ Harris.
Love one another, give one another affection, learn to be tender with and towards oneself, especially in times of difficulty, when "things that we don't like" happen or that are distant from what you imagined.
Even when there is suffering, you feel alone or lonely, when everything seems to collapse around you, you can dwell on the feeling of hot water flowing in the shower and touching your skin or savour a sip of fresh water, note a burning candle that shines with a magical light, a gentle look, a beautiful memory, a cuddle.
Find the beauty that can be there, maybe the spell will break and if you haven’t broken you will have learned something new and walked the way to your evolution.
